Doors - Noah Kahan (lyrics) I grew up pretending sticks were little guns I would point \u0027em at my dad, and he\u0027d get mad \u0027Cause God forbid I hurt someone I\u0027d hurt anyone I could Anyone who got too close, and anyone who wouldn\u0027t look I was born into a one hundred year storm Foot of ice across Vermont And in that dark, and in that frost, a heart was formed Malcontented and unwarm You were unsuspecting, not unwarned That I\u0027m the trouble ahead That I scream in my sleep You\u0027re putting money on red, I\u0027m a sure bet at a losing streak I keep showing you doors, but you can\u0027t open them up \u0027Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look I just live here, babe, but you\u0027re the one who decided to knock And you knocked Have you ever stared directly at the sun? Have you ever shared some closeness, so exposed To have it spit back by someone? So, forgive me if I jump At the rattle of your keys \u0022Oh, are you leaving?, \u0022 \u0022No, babe, I\u0027m just waking up\u0022 And now what? I\u0027m left staring at the ceiling, listing reasons you should pack all your shit up That I\u0027m the trouble ahead That I scream in my sleep You\u0027re putting money on red, I\u0027m a sure bet at a losing streak I keep showing you doors, but you can\u0027t open them up \u0027Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look I just live here, babe, but you\u0027re the one who decided to knock You knocked I\u0027ll be gone so long before the anger comes I\u0027ll be only what you\u0027ve known of me \u0027til now Oh, how I hope you\u0027re moving on \u0027Cause I\u0027m the trouble ahead And I scream in my sleep You\u0027re putting money on red, I\u0027m a sure bet at a losing streak I keep showing you doors, but you can\u0027t open them up \u0027Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look I just live here, babe, but you\u0027re the one I just live here, babe, but you\u0027re the one I just live here, babe, but you\u0027re the one