Denial Is a River - Doechii (lyrics) What\u0027s up, Doechii? (Hey, girl) You know it\u0027s been a lil\u0027 minute since you and I have had a chat (has it really?) Probably since, like, your last EP, \u0022Oh The Places You\u0027ll Go\u0022 (Oh, wow) yeah (it\u0027s been a minute, yeah) I\u0027ve been gettin\u0027 some calls (oh?) People are a little bit worried about you (not worried, okay) And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you, so (you were) Why don\u0027t you just tell me what\u0027s been goin\u0027 on? (Okay) Remember old dude from 2019 Nice clean nigga did me dirtier than laundry (than laundry) Took a scroll through his IG just to get a DM from his wifey? (What the fuck?) I was so confused, what should Doechii do? She didn\u0027t know about me and I didn\u0027t know \u0027bout Sue I open up the messages, then had to hit the zoom Turns out the girl was really a dude (goddamn) Nigga think he slicked back \u0027til I slipped back Got my lick back, turned a nigga to a knick-knack (to a knick-knack) I moved on, dropped a couple of songs And then I went and got signed, now it\u0027s 2021 Okay, I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just Take a second and kind of unpack what\u0027s happened to you You know, this guy cheated on you, and - Mm, nah (oh), fuck it \u0022Platinum record\u0022 this, \u0022Viral record\u0022 that I\u0027m makin\u0027 so much money, I\u0027m all over the net I\u0027m movin\u0027 so fast, no time to process And, no, I\u0027m not in a gang, but I\u0027m always on set (yeah) Wristwatch, drip drop, labels want the TikToks Now I\u0027m makin\u0027 TikTok music, what the fuck? I need a cleanse, need a detox But we ain\u0027t got time to stop, the charts need us (and they do) Fast forward, me, 2023 I\u0027m stackin\u0027 lots of cheese and makin\u0027 money My grass is really green, and - Honestly, I can\u0027t even fucking cap no more This is a really dark time for me, I\u0027m goin\u0027 through a lot Um, I wouldn\u0027t - (Drugs?) No, it\u0027s a -, (no?) It\u0027s a natural plant (No, I\u0027m not judging) I\u0027m not an addict (I\u0027m just sayin\u0027) I don\u0027t think - (You wanna talk about it?) Uh I mean, fuck, I like pills, I like drugs I like gettin\u0027 money, I like strippers, I like to fuck I like day-drinkin\u0027 and day parties and Hollywood I like doin\u0027 Hollywood shit, snort it? Probably would (yeah) What can I say? The shit works, it feels good And my self-worth\u0027s at an all-time low And just when it couldn\u0027t get worse My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned (yeah) Whoopsie, made a oopsie 100, 000 dollar oops made me loopy (yeah) I ain\u0027t a killer, but don\u0027t push me Don\u0027t wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa (rurr), okay, Doechii We don\u0027t wanna revert back into our old ways (sorry, okay) So we\u0027re gonna try a breathin\u0027 exercise, okay? (Alright, word) When I breathe (okay), you breathe Alright? Let\u0027s go (what?) Uh-uh-ooh, uh-uh-ah Uh, uh, uh, ah Uh, uh, uh-uh-ah Uh-uh-uh-uh-ah, whoo-sah!