Hate Me - Blue October (lyrics) (If you\u0027re sleeping are you dreaming If you\u0027re dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can\u0027t believe you actually picked me.) (\u0022Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it\u0027s 2:33 on Monday afternoon I was just calling to see how you were doing You sounded really uptight last night It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too I just wanted to make sure you were really OK And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication You know I love you, and Take care honey I know you\u0027re under a lot of pressure See ya. Bye bye\u0022) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don\u0027t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I\u0027m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There\u0027s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn\u0027t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what\u0027s good for you I\u0027m sober now for three whole months it\u0027s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won\u0027t touch again In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I\u0027ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn\u0027t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what\u0027s good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling, \u0022Make it go away!\u0022 Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered, \u0022How can you do this to me?\u0022 Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn\u0027t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what\u0027s good for you For you For you For you [Children voices:] If you\u0027re sleeping are you dreaming If you\u0027re dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can\u0027t believe you actually picked me [Girl:] Hey, Justin! [12x]