Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park (lyrics) Memories consume Like opening the wound I\u0027m picking me apart again You all assume I\u0027m safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don\u0027t want to be the one The battles always choose \u0027Cause inside I realize That I\u0027m the one confused I don\u0027t know what\u0027s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don\u0027t know why I instigate And say what I don\u0027t mean I don\u0027t know how I got this way I know it\u0027s not alright So, I\u0027m breaking the habit I\u0027m breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than any time before I had no options left again I don\u0027t want to be the one The battles always choose \u0027Cause inside, I realize That I\u0027m the one confused I don\u0027t know what\u0027s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don\u0027t know why I instigate And say what I don\u0027t mean I don\u0027t know how I got this way I\u0027ll never be alright So, I\u0027m breaking the habit I\u0027m breaking the habit tonight I\u0027ll paint it on the walls \u0027Cause I\u0027m the one at fault I\u0027ll never fight again And this is how it ends I don\u0027t know what\u0027s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don\u0027t know how I got this way I\u0027ll never be alright So, I\u0027m breaking the habit I\u0027m breaking the habit I\u0027m breaking the habit tonight